what we once had was worth holding on to

the way you can let it become a memory

it says a lot

i held on until our lives finally crossed

if ever there was a chance

it had just passed

we made the best of it

but you are just like the rest

i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better i deserve better

i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anything i don't owe you anthing

the depth of their love is shallow

they let sentimental reminders slip away

their words are uncertain and often leave

they are covered by their beauty and gender

they want only what they cannot have

they are all the same

after awhile giving gets tiring

but it is the only thing i know

so it is not something i can stop

you know i never believed in your lies

i just went along with them anyways

because i guessed that was what you wanted

and all i wanted was to keep holding on to you

i was afraid of feeling guilty if i ever left

i realize now that i don't owe you anything

i can leave and you won't blame me

that is too bad it is a shame

my mistake was thinking you cared

i hope my insecurity is real

i hope you are ignoring me

i hope your words are lies

i hope i have been wrong

because i am not planning to leave 

so if you do not care the slightest

then everything i feel is only me

and i have no chance at all